Correction!!!

On my tag it says that I lose a soul mate, maybe that’s the effect of sleepless nights and broken heart. The truth is he’s just around well in fact he didn’t want me to…. Uhhhh, never mind… He’s just around, just around and nowhere to be found…

I was told to have a better solution. I agreed, maybe that was right. Huh, make me realize that I was wrong all the time. Make me realize I have something to fix first and to better get on and start my own life…

A life without my gemini. A life, a life and a life.. Just a life….

 

All About Nothingness

Sheesh, I don’t know. I feel like dull, and lifeless… I don’t know why????

Distance

     Have you ever felt all alone? Like no one’s there to catch you, like everytime you breathe there’s nothing to take in, like when you look beside you there’s always an empty space you wanted to fill in. And everytime you view photos having great contribution to your loneliness you can’t help but to say ”Bravo! I am lonely again!”.

     Distance, it is similar to the word space but it is more agonizing whenever you hear this word (well actually it only applies to me.) What will you feel if someone said I will be back but not really sure? How will you deal with your emotions if you are hoping for something to take place in your life well in fact there’s only 1 percent chance? Uncertainties! How will you conquer it? Fallacies! Can i untangle those fabricated thoughts? The problem is those excruciating facts plus the distance is equals to BOOM! another deranged person on the rage.

     Distance! How will you be closer to the one you love if there are added informations to feel more detached? Does it make sense if you will keep on explaining without making it more believable with your actions? Have you given your whole efforts to make something real? Or simply save the ship that is sinking?

     Distance! Can you keep promises?

     Distance! Distance! Distance! I’m still willing to wait.