A Familiar Drifter

I had caused you so much pain

I know.

I think I am vain

I was wrong.

Out of my reflexes, I never knew you’ll still stand by my side

I was blind.

Anonymous indeed.

Cryptogenic tactic not to be known.

But it is pretty obvious

Words can’t be disowned.

Let Go

      Actually, I dont know what to say. I dont know what to post. But I was wonderin’ Am I too vague to leave me with an empty hand?

     Mixed emotions. Stress. Malady. What else?

     I want a closure right now.

Distance

     Have you ever felt all alone? Like no one’s there to catch you, like everytime you breathe there’s nothing to take in, like when you look beside you there’s always an empty space you wanted to fill in. And everytime you view photos having great contribution to your loneliness you can’t help but to say ”Bravo! I am lonely again!”.

     Distance, it is similar to the word space but it is more agonizing whenever you hear this word (well actually it only applies to me.) What will you feel if someone said I will be back but not really sure? How will you deal with your emotions if you are hoping for something to take place in your life well in fact there’s only 1 percent chance? Uncertainties! How will you conquer it? Fallacies! Can i untangle those fabricated thoughts? The problem is those excruciating facts plus the distance is equals to BOOM! another deranged person on the rage.

     Distance! How will you be closer to the one you love if there are added informations to feel more detached? Does it make sense if you will keep on explaining without making it more believable with your actions? Have you given your whole efforts to make something real? Or simply save the ship that is sinking?

     Distance! Can you keep promises?

     Distance! Distance! Distance! I’m still willing to wait.

A Cup of McDonald’s Orange Juice

Empty the way it should beEmpty cup…

After a person had finished it

It was not really empty

Well, almost through it

 

After drinking the contents of the cup

The drinker will leave it

Wont be back and wont notice it up

The crew will gather it and throw it

 

Seemingly alone and left on the pile

The juice marks were there

Not easily erased

Probably Permanent Forever

 

 

Eternally… Excruciating

Sinistered Romance

I wish I could get away with the stories I heard,

It is playing all over my head like a broken record

I am always reminded

I am always reprimanded

With the thoughts of cruelty

Tragic Love Story of my friend

I wish I could obliterate these abstractions from my head.

I wish I could vanish and just play dead

But how I wish badly is not to experience this.

This sinistered romance that sabotaged my friend’s soul.

A Mark On My Heart

You stunned me with your voluptuous smile

You amused me with that look in your eyes

You showed your wings but you didn’t fly

Instead you chose to stay and stand by

Caressed me with your touch

Showered me with your infinite fondness

Indulged me with those saccharine words

But you left me with a Mark On My Heart.