I had caused you so much pain
I know.
I think I am vain
I was wrong.
Out of my reflexes, I never knew you’ll still stand by my side
I was blind.
Anonymous indeed.
Cryptogenic tactic not to be known.
But it is pretty obvious
Words can’t be disowned.
August 7, 2008 at 6:51 pm (Love, thoughts)
I had caused you so much pain
I know.
I think I am vain
I was wrong.
Out of my reflexes, I never knew you’ll still stand by my side
I was blind.
Anonymous indeed.
Cryptogenic tactic not to be known.
But it is pretty obvious
Words can’t be disowned.
May 26, 2008 at 5:02 am (Love)
Actually, I dont know what to say. I dont know what to post. But I was wonderin’ Am I too vague to leave me with an empty hand?
Mixed emotions. Stress. Malady. What else?
I want a closure right now.
April 27, 2008 at 9:20 am (Love, Opinion, thoughts)
Have you ever felt all alone? Like no one’s there to catch you, like everytime you breathe there’s nothing to take in, like when you look beside you there’s always an empty space you wanted to fill in. And everytime you view photos having great contribution to your loneliness you can’t help but to say ”Bravo! I am lonely again!”.
Distance, it is similar to the word space but it is more agonizing whenever you hear this word (well actually it only applies to me.) What will you feel if someone said I will be back but not really sure? How will you deal with your emotions if you are hoping for something to take place in your life well in fact there’s only 1 percent chance? Uncertainties! How will you conquer it? Fallacies! Can i untangle those fabricated thoughts? The problem is those excruciating facts plus the distance is equals to BOOM! another deranged person on the rage.
Distance! How will you be closer to the one you love if there are added informations to feel more detached? Does it make sense if you will keep on explaining without making it more believable with your actions? Have you given your whole efforts to make something real? Or simply save the ship that is sinking?
Distance! Can you keep promises?
Distance! Distance! Distance! I’m still willing to wait.
February 5, 2008 at 8:23 am (Love, Poetry, thoughts)
After a person had finished it
It was not really empty
Well, almost through it
After drinking the contents of the cup
The drinker will leave it
Wont be back and wont notice it up
The crew will gather it and throw it
Seemingly alone and left on the pile
The juice marks were there
Not easily erased
Probably Permanent Forever
Eternally… Excruciating
January 19, 2008 at 8:13 am (Love, Opinion, Poetry, thoughts)
Tags: Does it make sense?
I wish I could get away with the stories I heard,
It is playing all over my head like a broken record
I am always reminded
I am always reprimanded
With the thoughts of cruelty
Tragic Love Story of my friend
I wish I could obliterate these abstractions from my head.
I wish I could vanish and just play dead
But how I wish badly is not to experience this.
This sinistered romance that sabotaged my friend’s soul.
January 19, 2008 at 7:39 am (Love, Poetry, thoughts)
You stunned me with your voluptuous smile
You amused me with that look in your eyes
You showed your wings but you didn’t fly
Instead you chose to stay and stand by
Caressed me with your touch
Showered me with your infinite fondness
Indulged me with those saccharine words
But you left me with a Mark On My Heart.