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You left me hanging in the midst of this misery

Left me with this query that keeps runnin’ in my head

I couldn’t move, every glimpse of you makes me freeze and later I’ll notice that I’m melting with that glare.

I wish I could end this pain, I wish I could mend my heart; with the stitches that no one could ever detect that I was once broken.

How could you be so unkind? How could you walk with that smile on your face knowing that I could see that?

Is it too impossible for you to be a man and face me with the truth? Hey, I’m alive, my heart is beating, remember that. You should have known by the time you said hello, I gave my heart without a doubt. I asked you, I even begged you to be careful with my heart. But it seems like I’m just a toy. Play me. Break me. Leave me. That’s what I am to you.

I’m tortured by the way you are treating me.

I’m tortured by this set-up, I want to break free but something pulls me back.

I’m tortured by the way you love me. You told me you love me, then It’s like your actions don’t come with your words.

I’m tortured by the way you look at me.

I’m tortured. I’m broken.

I wish I could fly from this hell-like ruins. I’m a fallen angel. I kept on falling, falling in love with you…

Hear me sing this melancholic melody. I’m waiting for you to notice that I’m singing while tears fall from my eyes.