Have you ever felt all alone? Like no one’s there to catch you, like everytime you breathe there’s nothing to take in, like when you look beside you there’s always an empty space you wanted to fill in. And everytime you view photos having great contribution to your loneliness you can’t help but to say ”Bravo! I am lonely again!”.
Distance, it is similar to the word space but it is more agonizing whenever you hear this word (well actually it only applies to me.) What will you feel if someone said I will be back but not really sure? How will you deal with your emotions if you are hoping for something to take place in your life well in fact there’s only 1 percent chance? Uncertainties! How will you conquer it? Fallacies! Can i untangle those fabricated thoughts? The problem is those excruciating facts plus the distance is equals to BOOM! another deranged person on the rage.
Distance! How will you be closer to the one you love if there are added informations to feel more detached? Does it make sense if you will keep on explaining without making it more believable with your actions? Have you given your whole efforts to make something real? Or simply save the ship that is sinking?
Distance! Can you keep promises?
Distance! Distance! Distance! I’m still willing to wait.
tomachfive said,
April 29, 2008 at 9:01 pm
P.S. May panot na nakaabang, kaya bilisan mo, nanjan na si Vegeta, at may gusto raw ako sa kanya. Payag ka ba na maagaw ng isang receding hairliner?
Mahilig sya mag-gym, niyaya pa ako mag-jogging, akala niya mapapanot rin ako. Hindi a, makapal hair ko. Sa sobrang bilis mag-jogging kasi, yung hangin tinutulak ang hairline niya paatras.
kokoro said,
May 14, 2009 at 2:42 pm
ur not the only person who went all through with these… i mean, waiting for someone who left you just to move on in a very far far far place, given u a clue that he/she myt not come back. i understand that kind of emptiness. like when u wanted to share every problem u just cant share but to that only person whom u cant reach out because he/she’s away. like you wanted to scream out all ur loneliness and sorrow….
i for myself, is still waiting for the person i love who left me to go abroad since december 5, and its been 3 yrs being away from that person, lingering every detail of that person, and longing for touch. it was hard to say goodbye and be loyal. u may falter but, if u know what ur figuratively heart wants, u may overcome all of these.
mushygrey said,
May 23, 2009 at 8:44 pm
You are absolutely right, one thing is, if you know what you want, to whom you wanted to spend your life with then definitely you’ll wait for someone. It’s like a string attached to your heart and on the other end was attached to him/her then as days, weeks, months passed that string will lead you back with each other’s arms. But in my case I believed to much in fate without actually believing the fact of what do I really want and need.