I passed my resignation last week. So I have my 30 days notice. I’ll be leaving this company soon. The company where I learned how to work without any restrictions for a longer hours, met someone who made my world kind of confusing, met my friends who didn’t leave me when I needed someone to lean on. I’ll be missing everything, everyone… We just have to go on our separate ways..
I’m Tortured
April 25, 2010 at 11:11 pm (Life, Love, thoughts)
You left me hanging in the midst of this misery
Left me with this query that keeps runnin’ in my head
I couldn’t move, every glimpse of you makes me freeze and later I’ll notice that I’m melting with that glare.
I wish I could end this pain, I wish I could mend my heart; with the stitches that no one could ever detect that I was once broken.
How could you be so unkind? How could you walk with that smile on your face knowing that I could see that?
Is it too impossible for you to be a man and face me with the truth? Hey, I’m alive, my heart is beating, remember that. You should have known by the time you said hello, I gave my heart without a doubt. I asked you, I even begged you to be careful with my heart. But it seems like I’m just a toy. Play me. Break me. Leave me. That’s what I am to you.
I’m tortured by the way you are treating me.
I’m tortured by this set-up, I want to break free but something pulls me back.
I’m tortured by the way you love me. You told me you love me, then It’s like your actions don’t come with your words.
I’m tortured by the way you look at me.
I’m tortured. I’m broken.
I wish I could fly from this hell-like ruins. I’m a fallen angel. I kept on falling, falling in love with you…
Hear me sing this melancholic melody. I’m waiting for you to notice that I’m singing while tears fall from my eyes.
Correction!!!
November 4, 2009 at 11:54 pm (Uncategorized)
On my tag it says that I lose a soul mate, maybe that’s the effect of sleepless nights and broken heart. The truth is he’s just around well in fact he didn’t want me to…. Uhhhh, never mind… He’s just around, just around and nowhere to be found…
I was told to have a better solution. I agreed, maybe that was right. Huh, make me realize that I was wrong all the time. Make me realize I have something to fix first and to better get on and start my own life…
A life without my gemini. A life, a life and a life.. Just a life….
All About Nothingness
November 4, 2009 at 11:39 pm (Uncategorized)
Tags: sad: losing a soul mate
Sheesh, I don’t know. I feel like dull, and lifeless… I don’t know why????
On friendship…
October 24, 2009 at 12:49 am (Life)
I made a lot of decisions in my life that somehow made me feel like I was wrong all the time. But whenever I look on the bright side, I feel so blessed I have friends (specially, Phoebe and Mylene). They are the kind of buddies who will never interfere with your decisions but definitely will make you realize the aftermath of those.
Kudos for me because I have good choices and set of friends whom I can lean on (the most overrated phrase that you can tell if you have best and nicest friends that you’ve ever had in your life). Geez, I wouldn’t let you know all these if I just have a beer buddy who can make you dizzy after indulging yourself to a truck full of beers. Yey!
Just feel like writing this because I am ecstatic with what we had just done (activity that will make you realize how important you are in this roller coaster ride… hehehe).
Peace…
The Feeling Is Mutual…
June 19, 2009 at 8:16 pm (Opinion, Philosophy, thoughts)
Tags: The Chuvaness of life!!!
Ever heard of the color purple signifies being sexually depress? I have a friend (I wont drop name) who saw a good-looking guy who was wearing purple. My friend went close to that guy and told him, “don’t worry the feeling is mutual.”
^_^
“I am a writer with perplexed thoughts”
June 14, 2009 at 11:37 pm (thoughts)
I don’t know what went through my nerves. Well, I guess I’m back not just to scare anyone with my choice of posts or whatever. Who needs a date anyway?
Pointless! Senseless!
September 4, 2008 at 6:52 am (Opinion, Philosophy, thoughts)
How will you defend yourself in a hodgepodge of nihility?
I am a diplomat. As much as possible I sort out first what’s right from wrong before jumping into conclusions. It sucks when people tend to come up with their final judgement without even analyzing a certain situation. Like for instance, Boy argues with girl. Girl doesn’t know the root of their argument. Boy starts yelling. Girl starts arguing with boy. Boy says “dang, if just knew this will haapen i shouldn’t have trusted you.” Girl starts crying. Boy comes with a hanky. Girl smiles, explains her side. Boy scratches his head. Girl continues with her speech. Then, off they start the argument again. and KABOOM! a never ending scenario. Folks, it happens all the time. Nah, rephrase, rephrase, rephrase, ALWAYS!
Catastrophic argument is everywhere when one isn’t brave enough to lessen his/her pride. Well, if one continues to be a war-whore, thank him/her because he/she opens a new sequel of your drama anthology called POINTLESS! SENSELESS!
PEACE OUT!
A Familiar Drifter
August 7, 2008 at 6:51 pm (Love, thoughts)
I had caused you so much pain
I know.
I think I am vain
I was wrong.
Out of my reflexes, I never knew you’ll still stand by my side
I was blind.
Anonymous indeed.
Cryptogenic tactic not to be known.
But it is pretty obvious
Words can’t be disowned.
Go! Green and Gold!
July 16, 2008 at 8:27 am (Culture, School, thoughts)
I had viewed WOWOWEE a while ago. The show depicts humor and easiness even if you’re investments were categorized as ”long term negative assets”.
They really caught my attention this time because they featured The Far Eastern University-Women’s Basketball Team. At first i thought they will sit upright, legs closed, hands on their laps and will not make any unnecessary movements unless they are required to clap their hands because they are told to give an applause. My head went topsy-turvy because a varsity named Tricia ( I don’t know if this is her true cognomen.) was picked to join HEP HEP HOORAY! (a game which needs alertness and sharp mind) She really gave her best shot in order to bag 50,000 php. She really danced, pranced with the rhythm. And the surprising part is, even her teammates did her routines as well. They danced with her, laughed with her, Jumped with her. And they even joined her infront, they springed their feet up the moment Tricia picked the right choice and will able to take home 50,000 php.
QUESTION: What if Tricia didn’t listen to her teammates?
What if She didn’t win and she only bagged small prize?
Assumption: In general, FEU Students are known to be farceur by nature. FEU students are not reluctant to try something new. And most of all, WE never leave a friend behind.
CONCLUSION: So, I conclude that if ever Tricia will not bag that kind of prize, her teammates will be there to support her and will still jump with her. Teamwork is important. I remember her saying this lines when Willie told her that ”I think you will never need anything like this.” Then Tricia answered back, ”this is for my teammates.”
So, co-tamaraws, I salute you for being a number one fan of your co-tamaraws. I salute you for supporting every battles that we might encounter. And for that, I am proud to be a TAMARAW! Go! Green and Gold!
